O snovima……….

SL

Volim hladnocu

Volim kada mi se ledi

Misao na kratkom putovanju

S leve na desnu polovinu

Mozga, Tela

Od strasti ne dhrtim,

Ona me okrili……

Od nje postajem svestan

I tacno znam kakav je

Osecaj kada ledolomac

Inch po Inch ulazi u mali

Ledeni,

Sad vec vreli tesnac………..

SL

Dream Catcher

Nadam se da bas

Sve ne uhvati

Narocito se nadam

Da ne uhvati onaj slatki bol

Kad kazes :

Pain and pleasure……

A explicitno se savijas

Za jos malo

Toga, sto ti izmami maglinu

I po koju

Suzu za lizanje……….

SL
sanjanjeeeeee

SL

I o tome razmisljam

Jukebox za snove

Odgovarajuca muzika za

Odgovarajuci san.......

Hvala Adame

SL

I da je nije video,

On bi je sanjao

On bi je nasao

On bi je samo po jednom

Snu prepoznao

A ona njega ?

A ona bi njega

Trazila cak I ako je

On ne sanja

Cak i ako je on izbrise

Kao dah sa prozora

Kao leptirov prah sa

Prstiju

Cak i kada svega

Ne bi bilo

Ona bi uporno stajala

Na kisnim kapima velikim

Kao ceduljica

-With Love-

I drzala bi u svojim

Sakama poklon za njega

Svoj San

Satkan od mreza I puteva

Gde je on sanja,

Nalazi,

S ledja joj prilazi

I dize je dok ona na svakom

Delicu sebe, u svakom delicu

Sebe

Oseca njega……………..

SL

ko tebe da je umrtvio na 100 godina.....

al nam je večito mallo

This one was dedicated to my man at the time, and was kept in secret for years. Everything changes though, and opening of our most private worlds, our most vulnerable moments of belonging, bluntly honest and simple being, giving, can become not our weakness, but our strength.

You awaken sees in me
Should I confess?
If I were a man
I'd go and jerk off on thought of you right now.
I lllllooooove who you are,
You, imperfect you.
I wish I could take you deep into me
To show my gratitude.
I wish I could let you get in,
You, thinking
What kind of game
Will I make for your wall,
What kind of a hunting souvenir,
And getting lost
In me.
I would tie your hands gently to the bed
Rails
With silken kisses
And my pineapple tongue,
Licking you to madness
I'd spread your legs,
Licking in long movements
Of my snakelike tong
Around your scrotum
Around your manhood,
Giving a light kiss to it
And tying your legs too.
Once you enter me,
Once I put you in me,
(Incautious you will be),
I'd shut tight
Until you feel like you can't get away,
Until you feel like a prisoner.
My POW.
And then I'd torture you
With my jello cold and soft and ever moving lips
And hot breath.
Still you'd think you're the winner,
(As if there are winners .
And as if they matter.)
It was the game you wanted all along.
Then I'd start
and and and
I'd stop.
I'd hold your manhood in prison of my soft open home.
You'd try to call it your dick
And me fucking your brains out,
But deep inside would know it's not true.
I'd hold you in
Lovingly, but almost a bit too tight,
Locking up like a trap
for both.
And you'd start begging me to move,
To move
Move,
To bring you relief,
Begging
That you can't do any more,
Can't take any more.
But you will.
You can
Under my soft and bony hand
A 5 minute game would exhaust your whole body and soul.
Yet you'd cry for more.
Because your body would betray you.
Without saying it, we both would know what it means,
That little sigh
That little cry…
Finally I'd give it to you.
I'd let you have what you planned to take all alone.
But worst of all
When we're done and
I let you go-
Go to your trophies,
Go to your wanted peace
Of easier women,
Of submissive women,
Suddenly,
Like a wave of hot air in tropical forest,
You'd get an uncontrollable urge to come back.
You'd want to keep on dreaming.
You'd hate reality.
You'd hate the day,
And the night,
You'd hate me.
You'd push me down
And fuck me like a whore-
Give her what she deserves!-
And then slooooo-
owly
Your body
Would give up,
Wake
Your mind up,
You heart would trick you.
It would make you fall
Into loving me softer than you ever thought you could
And fucking me
For the whole unfair and beautiful world
You judged but loved so many times
Anyway.
We'd fall into the sea of ecstasy
In which
At last
There is no one winner and one loser,
In which we both were lost,
And won the first price
And the red ribbon
Of awakening one another's dreams
One another's seas.

2005.

SL

Tamo gde ljubav stanuje
Tamo nosim sve svoje krpice
Tamo s tobom stanovacu u snovima
Od kraja sveta pa do postanka, i tako
Ispocetka
Izgubljen u prevodu, zamrsen tvojom
Lepotom u snovima.....
U snovima Annies Song